貓的咖啡色

I was looking forward to school few days ago because I missed all of my good friends in school.
I always enjoy chatting, eating, hanging out, talking nonsense, and watching TV with my friends.
But this time, when I came back to school, everything seemed changed.

Some of them seemed kind of indifferent.
Some of them seemed like strangers to me.
At least, I feel still close with my ex-roommate.

"People changed by time," and I know that very well.
But I have no idea that it happened so fast.
I meant I am not ready for it yet.

The relationships between my friends and me was still the same in the previous years.
I don't know what changed them.
Or I should say, "What had changes us?"

Those who used to be close are not close anymore.
Those who I don't know well seem like strangers to me.
That's part of life, I know, but we are still in the same school, same class!!

I like what I am doing this semester, but I don't like the relationships between me and my friends.
It makes me feel that I am ALONE.
I come to the class, sitting with someone I know the name but feel like strangers.
And after the class, I rush out the classroom to catch the school bus and on my way home.

I hate this.
I still remember that while seeing other classmates broke up with each other, we were still glad that we "are" good friends.
I also remember one of my brithday wish was happily together for these four years.
I am not greedy. I just want 4 years.
But things are not the same anymore.

From other people's point of view, we still seem like have good relationships.
But, in fact, we are just a group of STRANGERS peacefully together.

"Everything alters,
And one by one we drop away."

"All that's beautiful drifts away Like waters."